*sigh*

i can forgive so easily

but it's much harder to forget

because it makes talking about the future
a little more scary

5 comments:

Charlie said...

you're right, you can forgive but you should never forget. and i totally understand about when we talk about the future like what we're gonna do this summer or whatever, that would definitely bring back the pain and uncertainty, so i'll try not to do that as much right now.
a wound will heal but the scar will remain. i'm really sorry i gave you that scar, it was wrong of me.

sweet sweet heartkiller said...

you don't have to apologize anymore... i just keep writing even if things are forgiven, because i feel like it's my job to sit down and write something if i feel it. i don't want the thoughts to get tangled up and lost, cause then they'll resurface later and by that time it won't make any sense...

yeah i mean we used to talk about summer, and i would still do that because i have no plans to break up with you before then at all.. but when something happens your heart immediately goes to, "oh... i guess we can't do the things we said we would anymore". which is the saddest thing ever. breaking up right before summer is the most depressing time to break up.

Charlie said...

ya true, you have to pay attention to your inspiration when it hits.
and ya i'm not planning on breaking up ever, especially not before summer.

sweet sweet heartkiller said...

good
:)

the first thing i want to do this summer is drive out to somewhere remote and watch the sunset.

Charlie said...

ya we gotta do that it would be the best thing ever :)